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AllentownDarkWater
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I am an Eagle.
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06-11-2010 00:01
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Madilayn
Mistress of Ebil
I am a Swan.
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Ok stop this right now.
Your life sucks no more than millions of others. In fact, compared to millions of other people throughout the world, you have it good.
You have a roof over your head, food on your table and money to allow you to pursue your hobbies. If you even look inside the USA, there are millions who don't have that.
Sweetie, you have to stop looking at the universe as though it's out to get you and that somehow you are 'owed' happiness.
Happiness is something that you have to strive for, to consciously decide to seek. Only when you make this decision to seek happiness will you find it.
Just because somebody doesn't like what you do or disagrees with your opinion doesn't mean they are starting a hate campaign. Just because there are police near you doesn't mean they are following or persecuting you.
If we went through life without any obstacles, then our characters would have no chance to form, we would be unable to grow. We'd all live our lives as small children.
You are talking suicide. That's the cowards way out. The coward who leaves the mess for others to clean up. Who cares only for their own concerns and doesn't think of what their actions will do to others. Cowardly and selfish.
A true hero acknoweldges that they need help and asks for that help. And you need help, Allen. Seriously. It's time to go and see a counsellor, and genuinely listen and want that help/
We have all tried to listen and be there for you - but you need to start taking some steps yourself and starting looking for good rather than bad.
I know you enjoy performing - why don't you look for a local theatre or drama group and join that? It will help you make new friends with similar performing interests, and also to help you hone your skills so that you can one day reach your goal of becoming a professional voice performer.
I know that I sound harsh - but you've truly made me angry. Instead of wallowing in misery (and, babe, you really are!) you need to do something about it. Otherwise we will all think that you enjoy being miserable.
I know that can't be the case, because I've seen the joy in your video's that you post in the joy you take in your interest in anime.
Now is the time to look for that joy in other areas of your life and to learn that when something goes wrong, you need to look at ways to rise above it - and to ask for help in doing so.
But nobody can do this alone and it does take a professional to truly help if you are feeling suicidal.
Just remember - your friends will support and love you. But if you choose to be miserable, and to not do anything about it, don't expect them to be sympatheitic. But they will still love you.
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06-11-2010 00:48
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gatchamarie
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I am an Eagle.
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 I just cannot add anything more than Maddy has already said! She's hit all the most fundamental points!
Really, Allen ... you have to gather your strength and take a stand! Be sure that most of us here, at some point in time, pass through the same experiences you're enduring ... you're not alone! And, as Maddy has said, there are millions of people around the world who are in a far worse condition than all of ours! That's what I think of when I feel miserable, and that's what opens my eyes, thinking that I really do not have anything, comparably wrong, or upon which to complain, as those persons do seriously have!
I can understand that only you know what you are going through, and no one else can unless in the same position. But, please seek help! Life is to treasure, and you don't know what other pleasant things, or important persons who might come into your life, may be waiting for you in the future! If you begin your day as a loser you'll end up like so! Don't give others that satisfaction and show the world you have guts! You'll see that others will detect this kind of good energy, and will act accordingly! Be also sure that you'll always find us here, whenever you wish! Try and think that tomorrow is another day, and that it WILL be better!
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06-11-2010 08:39
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