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Posted by littlewolf on 02-02-2015 at 23:31:
My Sh#tty year has just got Cr#ppier
So last November my heart girl had to have an emergency hysterectomy , she recovered well , this was about the same time the other dogs had a hissy fit with each other and had to get a few stitches themselves
last week we found a small lump on my heart girl and were hoping it was just a small hernia , so off to the vets we go (yer ha ha) it's cancer
Today she is booked in for surgery...alas the pathology came back with a few abnormalities...so she has to have a chest xray to see if it is cancer has spread - she's 12years old..I have to wait till this afternoon to know more
So far this year....... I have had a major fight with sister number 3 (she is morbidly obese and I was tired of watching her eat herself to death , she thinks I'm the one with problems and off course it's everyone else's fault especially our parents that she is like this. She in her late 50's now and has never taken much responsibility for her life or her sons, oh yer she can barely walk now cause her is carrying to much wait)
I discovered I have 4 abscesses in my breasts, the good news it's all in the adipose tissue and not in the breast tissue itself, though one near the surface got infected and after 3 weeks is now almost healed (I found a good female doctor and she is happy) though it looks like I have a third nipple ( I know a little to much info)
My course is till bending, as the college had yet to make a decision
Thank god for the ability to increase my credit card, cause what I saved through the holidays is gone and work has entered the quiet period again.
next week is the anniversary of a good friends death, ( she died a few days after valentines), so we are having a wake and I think I may need a few extra drinks
I though this year would be better, how delusional of me.
At the moment I don't have very much resilience, can cry at the drop of a hat ( not like me at all) and keep standing out of pure stubbiness and for the first time in a very long time can't figure a way out or see the reason or lesson in any off this.
honestly I beginning to understand why sister number 2 stopped believing in god
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Posted by littlewolf on 02-02-2015 at 23:34:
oh yer my spelling has got worse, but kinda don't care enough to fix it
end of ranting.....bar humbug
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Posted by mylari on 02-02-2015 at 23:57:
Oh man, I'm so sorry littlewolf... I wish I had the right words to help you, but just know that I'm willing to listen if you need to vent (you can PM or email me if you don't want it out here). *hugs* hang in there!
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Posted by KT1972 on 03-02-2015 at 00:01:
LW, It will get better, stay strong, we know you can do it!
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Posted by Reboekah on 03-02-2015 at 00:17:
Hugs!
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Posted by ChrisW on 03-02-2015 at 01:21:
*hugs* LW. 
You have every reason to feel overwhelmed and to shed a bunch of tears. I'm also willing to listen if you need it. All I can say is to remember that you can do art without classes, so if you find it therapeutic, you may find some comfort in that. :/ I can see why you'd be impatient for your classes to start, though! I would be too.
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Posted by ElectricWhite on 03-02-2015 at 02:04:
Oh LW! 
I wish I could just say a word and make that grief go away (or at least go to someone who really deserves it)! You've got my email address, too. Just let me know if there's anything else I could do to help you get through this rough time.
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Posted by Kritter on 03-02-2015 at 04:34:
So sorry to hear you are having such a rough time. All I can do is offer yet another sympathetic ear and some virtual hugs Wish I could do more.
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Posted by msannomalley on 03-02-2015 at 13:18:
I'm sorry to hear that you're having such a rough time. Don't ever feel bad for venting about it, either. 
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Posted by ElectricWhite on 03-02-2015 at 13:41:
RE: My Sh#tty year has just got Cr#ppier
LW, I woke up this morning and realized that there is something good you can take from this:
You could have had this
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in the middle of your face!
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Posted by Springie on 03-02-2015 at 14:17:
So sorry...hope it gets better for you soon! 
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Posted by Becky Rock on 05-02-2015 at 00:40:
You're a strong woman, LW. You've proven that again and again. You gain strength through your friends and we're here, through thick or thin. Reach out to us when you need to.
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Posted by jublke on 06-02-2015 at 03:10:
Sending love & hugs ~~
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Posted by Daniella T on 06-02-2015 at 08:16:
Are you a Pisces, LW, by any chance? Because we are having a shitty year, it's true. My heart goes out to you, and I understand very well what you mean when you say your resilience is down... I ve been crying on and off for a week, for stupid reasons...
Hugs to you!
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Posted by ElectricWhite on 06-02-2015 at 08:35:
DT, I always had a feeling there was something fishy about you and now I know why! 
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Posted by ChrisW on 06-02-2015 at 20:27:
Hugs to you, too, DT!
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Posted by Daniella T on 07-02-2015 at 10:16:
Thanks, guys! Let's hope things look up soon for the fish... And all other zodiac signs as well...
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