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Posted by SJ_SwanJun on 10-03-2008 at 20:40:
SJ is a MORON
I need a drink and some Ahh, it really cant be that bad comments from you guys.
I got pressured into doing something I really didnt want to do by someone who assured me it was the right thing to do & and so I did.
And, ah, fuck. I really think it rates right up there as being the most asinine thing Ive ever done. And usually Im pretty smart about these things &
Needless to say, the woman in question has been mercilessly chided although she maintains that I did what I should have done a long time ago.
Bloody women&
Gosh, I call her nuts at the best of times, and I let her talk me in to this?!
I suppose I could chalk it up to having a complete brain-fart & and I suppose I really shouldnt be all that bothered fuck who cares & But, shit. I hate looking like a doob.
Sometimes my IQ escapes me, really&
Taps fingertip on table as she purses her lips in thought
You know, fuck it. All I think I ended up doing was making someone I have a lot of respect for think I am an unstable moron. Fortunately I will never have to actually see this person, ever & ever & ever &
Ever, ever, ever&
Ever& again
SJ
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Why do men snore when lying on their backs?
Because their balls fall over their butt holes and they vapour lock.
Posted by Tengu on 10-03-2008 at 20:43:
I hope this didnt cost you too much money??
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Posted by Springie on 10-03-2008 at 21:07:
OMG, SJ...at first I didn't realize you started this thread...and I was thinking...who would call you a moron?
Sounds like you've had a really bad Monday...sorry, baybee...*pat, pat*
You know, we've all made mistakes...none of us are perfect...don't beat yourself up over it...
...and hey, at least you won't see that person ever again, right?
I hope things get better for you quickly...
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Posted by Hinotori on 10-03-2008 at 21:21:
Hey, SJ, so glad we could help! We're here for you anytime you need us! 
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Posted by Transmute Jun on 10-03-2008 at 21:45:
I don't really understand what this is all about, but I hope everything works out.
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Posted by Ebonyswanne on 10-03-2008 at 22:01:
What happened SJ...we all have our moments of regret...like Doh! why did I dooooo that...aaaggghhh
It sounds like one of those...
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Posted by Metaliant on 10-03-2008 at 22:52:
Here you are, have another drink, sit down and calm down. You are here with friends who WON'T call a moron but will call you a friend. 
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Posted by SJ_SwanJun on 10-03-2008 at 23:59:
Ahhh ... Thanks, guys.
Yeah it was something really, really stupid ... and I can't believe that I did it.
I was told, pressured, forced to share a piece of writing I did years ago with someone. I was told that if I didn't do it, this individual would do it herself...
So I set out on a covert mission to pretend I sent it, to get her off my shoulder ...
So ... I did a faux email... With a big note saying "god please don't take this the wrong way - you won't understand it because I really don't & please don't think I am a deranged fucktard"
Something like that.
Well. So okay. Great plan...
but ....
STUPID STUPID STUPID ME HIT SEND
I actually didn't intend to send. I was just going to save it to drafts and show a copy to the woman in question, kind of like - yeah, see ... leave it.
So, stupid fucktard me hit SEND
I HIT FUCKING SEND!
Hotmail doesn't let you RECALL messages like Outlook does .... Oh no... And fuck, I would have had plenty of time to recall cause it was sent to Australia - time difference and all that...
So now this person, whom I owe fucking everything I am to, will now read this fucked up piece of shit and think I am a deranged fuckwit...
:breathe breathe:
So there's the story.
That is my asshole of a day .... sighhhhhhh
Thanks for the ear, kiddies ... I am now going to go have a beer, have a shower, and then write something really angsty birdie to get my frustration out - something about a deranged Condor beating the chit out of a meddling woman ....
:smile:
Thanks.
I actually feel better now....
SJ
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Why do men snore when lying on their backs?
Because their balls fall over their butt holes and they vapour lock.
Posted by Ebonyswanne on 11-03-2008 at 02:30:
I hate it when that happens...that send button is like....well ... its like pushing the Condor pushing the big red button on the Phoenix...and then booooommmmmm!!!!
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Posted by Transmute Jun on 11-03-2008 at 02:32:
Could you send an explanatory email, apologizing?
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Posted by lborgia88 on 11-03-2008 at 02:39:
Go have that drink. Hell, have two drinks. Yes, it can't be that bad. We've all done things like this. It can be fixed, with an honest explanation of what happened.
Hmm, but I want to read the resulting Condor fic.
Posted by Joeswench on 11-03-2008 at 03:15:
Swan jun...it sounds like a dilemma you're in. I hope you find a solution soon.
If not.. 
as fast as you can to the nearest watering hole.
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Posted by kimiko on 11-03-2008 at 12:06:
Ah yes SJ...fucktard moments...(God I love that word!) We've all had them! And it's even easier to do on email!
I agree with TJ's suggestion of "an explanatory email". Hope that helps.
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Posted by SJ_SwanJun on 11-03-2008 at 12:43:
Oh guys, I wish an explanatory email would do the trick, but I honestly think the damage is done ...
Rubs hand tiredly down face
The problem is:
He is an ex-teacher of mine
He stopped me from doing something really stupid and told me how to work my way through my teenage problems (granted he never knew the full-extent of such problems)
I followed his advice and by doing so eventually completely reassessed my situation and ... uh ... put down the weapon - so to speak
I stupidly kept the piece I wrote, and it ended up in the hands of this women ... (I posted it at da house for a whole day before deciding to remove the offensive material) ...
She insisted that he had to read it to understand what he did for me. (bear in mind this woman is a kind-of employer for me and is someone who not only was originally of that profession, but is someone who I feel I can grow with - from a purely writing stand-point) ...
I tried to be false in my sending of an email, because my internal conflict is that he never, ever, ever, needs to know how desperately screwed up I was, and why I felt I couldn't actually approach he or anyone at school over it ... It's actually quite insulting for him (depending on how you read it of course. To me it is complimentary, to anyone else it could be insulting)
I like the piece only to show myself how I grew, how I conquered, and how it is possible to pull through hell and find happiness and contentment. That is the only reason I kept it.
I just got click happy on a god damn email I sent to her with a few other pieces she wanted to review.
Damage control? I honestly don't think there is any ...
I'll ponder it, though ... I'm sure I can think of something.
Or do I just leave it?
I don't know.
But, guys, thanks for the ear.
SJ
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Sighhh
Why do men snore when lying on their backs?
Because their balls fall over their butt holes and they vapour lock.
Posted by SJ_SwanJun on 11-03-2008 at 12:52:
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Yeah, isn't that a great word?! Flash uses it a lot, so I stole it from him.
He says to use it like you would "Fugly" (i.e. fucking ugly) ... By saying Fucktard, you're calling someone a fucking retart.
I won't say any of the others he uses as it requires the use of a word that I loathe: C. U. Next Tuesday ... (the polite way of saying it)
SJ
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Sighhh
Why do men snore when lying on their backs?
Because their balls fall over their butt holes and they vapour lock.
Posted by Metaliant on 11-03-2008 at 19:30:
Fugly and fucktard. Man, those are two damm good words. I hope you and your hubbie, don't mind if I use on occasional?
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Posted by SJ_SwanJun on 11-03-2008 at 19:34:
LOL! Use away, dear Met ...
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Sighhh
Why do men snore when lying on their backs?
Because their balls fall over their butt holes and they vapour lock.
Posted by Firebird on 11-03-2008 at 21:16:
Sj now you have vented drink then sleep on it before deciding what you do next.
As Tj said you can then said an email explaining/apologising or it could be this person will realise you have grown since then and what you wrote then is not who you are now?
We all go through bad times, have times when we feel really low and if writing down helped you recover from that it is a positive thing.
either way take care and remember we are here
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Posted by kimiko on 12-03-2008 at 11:54:
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I use "fucktard" alot at work...along with many other strings of explatives...one reason why I can't go back to working days...I've gotten so used to speaking my mind..that well I'm sure I would be fired for not being able to control my trucker mouth! LOL
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Posted by SJ_SwanJun on 12-03-2008 at 13:17:
:giggle:
Are you sure you aren't Australian, Kimi??
I swear life a wharfie ... I've tried replacing words with something less ... but it just doesn't sound right.
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Sighhh
Why do men snore when lying on their backs?
Because their balls fall over their butt holes and they vapour lock.
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